I have written on this xanga page for a while now so that my friends can see what is going on in my life and I can have a look into theirs. However, there are some people who I would rather not share any part of my life with them any longer and I have recently discovered that they, for some strange reason, choose to veiw my site and the comments that I receive from my friends. I am fully aware that this is a public site and anyone can view it but I must say that I would rather they know nothing about me, my happy life, marriage and growing family. So I must say goodbye. This will be my last post on xanga.

To my friends who read this page please email and call me! I love you guys.. its been fun!!

Spring has Sprung....... oh wait its february. Its like 65 here today when it is ususally 30 or less this time of year. I cant say I mind too much since i love the war weather but it is strange!

Went to ruby tues last night and just got the salad bar.. how good am i!?  I loove their salad bar. It was soo good. Then we had a very excited married couples night and went to superwalmart for grocerys. I think today we are going to the mall for a while and then to subway for dinner. Jimmy loves subway.. me not so much but its not too bad for you if you pick the right stuff. A salad with FF Italian is only 1 point for all of you WW girlies out there.

tomorrow is superbowl. Steelers and seahawks... Guess I will be cheering for the seahawks since I am a Baltimore Ravens fan. Should be a nice weekend that will probably end too quickly and i will have to go back to work... boo. :)

It has been awhile since I have posted so I guess I should.... things are going great for us here in NJ. We love it! I have met a lot of people through my work that are great. I am awake today so stinking early because the Comcast guy is coming to give us digital cable.... We just got rid of the digital cable last week since the 6 month promotion was over and the prices jump so high and then someone called and said that they are so sorry to see us cancel our digital that they are willing to give us the digital cable and HBO for 5 bucks more than we were paying before.. so back to digital cable.. woo hoo. I missed it and it was only a week. How spoiled am i?....

We are going to start looking to buy a house soon. I am sooo excited. we got a real estate magazine last night and were looking through it to see which ones we liked and what the homes looked like in our price range. There were alot of cute homes by the shore that were so cute and we could aford so I am excited for when we really start looking!! I am so sick of renting. The place we rent from right now controls and pays for our heat. So you would think that we are freezing all the time but no its just the opposite. It is so stinking hot in here all the time that every day and night in the middle of the 30 degree winter we have our windows open. if not we would sweat to death. its aweful!! I am so done renting!

I am not a mommy and have never experienced the kind of love that only a mommy and her child have together.  However my heart breaks even now. Oh God what it must feel like to loose a part of yourself. Your own flesh and blood. Dear Lord touch them.